For those of you that had a chance to read my Myspace posts, you are aware of the comments I will never forget portions of my posts. I want to add one to this that will forever be embossed upon the deepest depths of my brain for a long time to come, “I don’t have the same feelings for you that you have for me.” This phrase has been haunting my mind every day for the last several days. What is it supposed to mean? I was in a relationship where I was just going with things. I was happy and having fun trying to learn about someone that I found genuinely interesting. I wasn’t out shopping for rings and talking about my future.

Enough about that, it’s time to take my behind out of the past and look forward to right now, which is this blog post. Samantha is falling asleep and I am somewhat tired myself. In fact the last few days have been quite exhausting. Sundays drive was boring and today was filled with nothing but headache after headache. It’s really interesting how someone will rip into you for trying to make sure that the client who consistently gives us money is not as valuable as a client who has never paid us before, and then to get back to the office and discover that they are getting ready to give us even more money and still notice that your boss can’t do the math. I guess it must be great to feel like your 60 – 80 thousand dollar asset will also take abuse and roll with it.

And then sometimes you read things which you know you weren’t supposed to read. Not because they were made private and you found your way into them, but because your attention to detail when trying to blog is outstanding as long as the detail isn’t within the blog. I am going to cut this short, so I can head to bed. All I can say is that during what has been a very eye opening week to me, I can’t figure out why I am so damn tired.