This is where I begin my first journey into actually being more than public with my opinions. For the last few years I have tried many options for methods of expression, but with all of the issues of intellectual property rights, the legislation for cyber bullying being so loose, and the inability for people just to be willing to be in multiple social networks, I have decided that having one I have total control and rights over would be the most intelligent decision.

To begin, my name is Steven Williams. The internet will know me by many user names. I have been male_wolf_alpha, dreamlord_prime, s4uc3m4n, and most recently TheLich. I'm 26 years old and I am constantly surprised by the amount of things I have accomplished in my life. I am a father of two children. I have spent the last 5 years being in charge of my life. I am financially independent, socially secure, and emotionally stable. I have two professions which I enjoy. First of all, I am an On-Site IT Systems Technician for a company that services home-office, medical, and small business clients and it has been my career for the last 3 years. More recently I have taken on a store. Really, it is more of a store within a store. I sell and host table top games. Many of these games people have heard of like Dungeons and Dragons and Magic The Gathering, and a few many people haven't like Vampire the Eternal Struggle or Pathfinder.

I have currently started a new relationship with an amazing woman. Her name is Teri and she's quite possibly the greatest woman to enter my life. She's absolutely brilliant, open minded, beautiful, cunning, and has the most amazing voice I have ever been hypnotized by. She's not perfect, as no one is, but I've never had a person which made me feel so many different ways in all my life. She brings out the expressive side of me I lost touch with almost a year ago. She turns off the paranoid side of my mind. I've never found myself wanting to spend time with someone, the way I do with her.

For the last few days I've actually been afraid it's been too much. Teri confirmed the same thought today. Though over the last couple of weeks I don't feel that is true, I know that if we continue at the same rate we won't have much in the way of our personal lives and our obligations to other things. We'll have plenty of time to share with each other, we both know we need to take our time and enjoy this relationship. It's tough when you have had a history of relationship disaster though, because when something this good happens you just start holding on to it like it's a live preserver and you've been on one too many boats named Titanic. The truth is though that there isn't anyone I feel less likely to have just walk out of my life or tell me to jump off a cliff.

With that burden off my chest I feel like I can make a statement which I feel needs to be made. I miss my family. By that I mean that I have not seen most of my family in months. I have spent a lot of time trying to get the store on solid ground and trying to make sure that I can maintain a significant enough income to begin my custody of Samantha, my youngest daughter, and my custody battle with Jennifer, the mother of my oldest daughter. Family has always been important to me and I know that I probably won't have my grandparents for too much longer. I need to remind them that I love them and I just wish I could fabricate more time so I could see them again. I just need a little more time, and I am so afraid right now that it's all about to run out.