It’s amazing how you can send a friendly e-mail and have it end up creating hatred. Just as I am sure this blog entry will also produce some flavorful commenteri. Yeah, that’s a little passive aggressive, but hey if everyone else can act childish, I’m going to take a moment and do it as well.

On the lighter side of things, I’m trying really hard to gain a more enhanced outlook on life. I’ve spent a lot of time critiquing the things people do and being outright argumentative. It’s a bit of a hard flaw to erase. The last few days, every time I think I’m getting better at getting it into check I catch myself doing it again. Today I did it in a discussion about Tokens in Standard and in a conversation with someone about our lives.

This is step one because I even catch myself doing this with myself. Its part of the reason I have made some really poor decisions. If I don’t mater this I won’t be able to just go with it. I will instead constantly try to convince myself to take some other course of action. You know that when you’re tired of arguing with yourself that you probably argue too much.

I have a lot of great characteristics, but there are a lot of things about me that even I am starting to dislike. This blog has been helping me see that more clearly. I hope that in a few months I can look back and read the progression and say to myself that I’ve come a long way.